so dame sian...totally...hating ppl...missing ppl...i really missin going to church...where every sundae got to c frens...ppl hu r so nice n carin...i feel that whenever i go to church, i m so different...different in the sence that i am fresh...where i learn many things there...where i get the chance to praise n worship...haiz...this is so saddening...

noe wat, i am dame sad todae...sad in the way that i feel that...i really duno how to xpress it lahz...its very funny jiu duai le...haiz...i totally feel lyk tis now...


"I Survived You"

I see the picture clear now, the fog has lifted.
The wool you tried to pull over my eyes was clever.
Yeah you're gifted.
But you forgot to dot some I's, and cross some T's along the way.
I'm better now despite you baby.
I'm stronger these days.
Stronger.

[Chorus:]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

I can look in the mirror now.
It's been a slow awakening.
Haunted by a heart full of you, couldn't help mistaking.
That you could ever care for anyone.
Anyone but yourself. Hey.
But you would have to have a conscience baby.
Good luck I wish you well.

[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

This heart has been torn in two.
Cut and bruised.
With too many bitter endings.
I'll be damned if I have thoughts of you
Rain on my new beginning.

[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.

I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

i guess we r not suppose to c each other at all...u were there but i was home...sob...i duno...try to 4get abt u but i totally carn...try to get myself involve in things but i still remb of u when m not doing things...y???

i am so confused...i duno where to go...m lyk kinda lost n feel funny out here...soon, i will be out of the shell...totally exposed to the world...totally exposed to the ppl out there...no mre teachers to guide me lyk how they guide me 4 the past 10 yrs...the thot of it is scary...really... :/ i really hope sum1 sumwhere will help me...lyk in the song...



"I Will Carry You"

Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang your
head don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

[Chorus:]

When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you.

Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that lifes an easy thing. Thats the beauty of it, when you lose your
way, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

[Chorus]

You should know now that you're not alone. Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will
carry you.

yoz peeps...many many months nv tok to u guyz le.well, things r not as good as u think. thinks change...hoping to be better but actually 4 the worst.haxz. change a fone....goody...lyk *** now n i dun really lyk *** le...some peeps will noe hu i am toking abt...haxz.! i love clay aiken....his songs r sooo cool...well...o levels tis yr 4 me...haiz...really hope i got the power to c the future....c the exam scripts...haxz...*dreaming!!*its lyk....i duno where i am le...study so hard but in the end, everything is so screwed. or u oe what, that jo phang is no mre my class form le...kinda happyh lahz...but we got a "better" form teacher....its a guy n thats all i'm gona tell u le.my class is gona be so screwed le. especially with him around.!!!not that he is no good but its juz that he dun get the class attention!!! so, actually kinda useless...!!! rite... fwenship...my friendship life is suck now...lookin at this paticular persons face in another class makes me wana puke!!! want to be crook but TOTALLY cannot make it!!! really...she acts every single dae...she suck big big big time...but surprisingly, i am ok with her grp of fwens. tho i use to treat her better then the rest. thats 1. 2. ppl in my class....especially @@@@ is sickenning. i use to b close fwens with her n another gal lohz. but i relised that she is the mastermind of every single thing that happen to me n the other gal. sounds so much lyk a lovw triangle ahz...haxz...but i guess this is life yah...u eat slp face probs n die in the end. i relly duno how to face this kinda ppl lohz. when u too soft to them, they take advantage of u...then...the funny thing is that when u too fierce to them, they sae u too fierce n then go arnd complaining. lyk wat the hell lohz. this fwenship thing is really very very funny!!!n it always happen in the most important year.!!!totally btw, i m gona watch movie with ****haxz....totally

take care God bless