3 MORE DAES...
i carn wait 4 skol to re-open. a new year begins means a new beginning...i carn wait to start anew...learn alot of things this holidaes...many many things...but i sae the f word 4 lyk alot of times todae...haiz...i was dame pissed lohz

i was in my fwens place...sec 1s nx yr. and tis gal name amelia have a fwen name called krystal lim...and i hate her...actually i dun but aft wat she did to me i carn...argh...dun wana sae anything mre abt her...makes me wana puke onli ahz

then to add on the the "fun", i was playing badminton at queens condo...then i carn hit the thing... these two boys(mind u its boys n not men) were laughing at me...4 i duno wat reason...hahaxz then i told then to stop...(nicely btw) but they juz continued...then i point mid finger at them then they go away...i mean...muz i do tt then they will stop?its lyk so childish lohz...

tt dae did i sae tt i so called argued w my x classmate cuz of tis guy...so childish rite...i hope she dun take it too hard man...i mean i was in the rong but she was in greater rong...n i noe it...not tt i wana meet the guy or sumthing...i juz intro to her onli...haiz...i think its juz the case of not having fwens...haiz...

btw i lyk the GASBI advertisment...and the "if u happi and u noe u clap ur hair...*clap clap*"
hahaxz...love it mans...and the hp 1 too.

take care and God bless

i tik i really miss skol alot...n i mean alot
in malaysia i also dream abt her...yesterdae i dream tt she is not a teacher anymre...she is a doctor...recently i have been dreaming tt shes a doctor...4 kids...hahaxz...ppl dun sae anything to her ahz :)

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a dream cum true tis cristmas again.

will be out of town tmr...so will not be blogging...mayb a last time tmr b4 i go malaysia...

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noe wat...todae my tution teacher sae tt when sum1 dream its actually the mind not reasting...its between resting and deep sleep...its a confusing thing n i dun quite understand...but i understand sumthing...tt if u dream, there is onli a certain time ttt u dream and also tt u work too hard and too stress up in the dae so u will dream happy things...actually a compalation of all happy things and unhappy things...but i wonder y i always dream abt her? hmmm....wo de kai xin guo!!!

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yoz...4get to blog yesterdae...but got dream again... :)
i dream of mrs francis...and sum UNWANTED STUDENTS
not to mantion names.
it was abt tis teacher hu passed away in our skol. not gona tell u hu
then she is close to tt person
so she cried...yah

i noe so fake yahz
she dun cry 1 lohz
so strong


thats yesterdaes stuff and now 4 2dae


i msg her she nv reply...
i called her she not in...
i saw her on msn tok to her she nv reply...
izit bcuz i nv go out w u? ur ignoring me?
if thats the case, i think its really stupid cuz u were not lyk tt when i noe u.

i think u are not rite? u r juz buzy...yes i get it!!! u r always buzy these daes...
especially after ur u went 4 ur church camp
nuthing rong wif that but i c tt u are so involve wif church things tt u r 4getting abt skol fwens...
c tt i did not sae 4get abt me? cuz i think u r not keping in touch w skol fwens.
but prise God that u have found him after long time

i think we have to tok noe.
i really really really hope that our friendship will not end the way we met.
we met in a unquie way so...yar...i dun wan it to end really
wateva we done together...
all the promises we made and the promises i break...
the fun we had together w @#%&*(@%$&@(#

lets make it a good time together b4 we go our own ways.
make it memorable
u noe me best amongs my fwens.
i really hope we dun go our own ways b4 reaching 2 years or on the dae we met...plz
nx yr is 'O' levels i really need ur help...
and i dun wan the frindship to be the cost of the poor 'O' levels results.

i really hope u r reading tis but i dun think so...

take care and God bless

mrng...hmmmm once again i got dream abt skol...now i am a studen in the dream not teacher...
characters are:
teachers students
mr leslie me
mrs francis jasmine
mrs poh joleen


this is how it goes

i was in skol, duno which part of skol. then i was w joleen and jasmine and sum small galz which look lyk pri skol kids. then we went out of skol to the provision store. joleen saw a knief on the floor...then she kick it away. the small gal pick it up. she do not noe wat the knief can do i guess...i call her, she swing the knief aroung and slice joleen's wrist. joleen was bleeding lyk crazy...the gal drop the knief...actually gave me the knief and i drop it...jasmine and i duno wat to do...so we juz stand there.

after lyk 10 mins, mrs poh came w the little gal. the little gal went to call mrs poh in to the store...mrs poh saw tt i was so pale and thot tt i was the 1 hu did it. then she scolded me...mr leslie came... he also scolded me...then i woke up

actually, when sum1 have a dream then they wake up, usually will not be able to remb 1 rite...however, i managed to get my dream back aft my toilet break.haahxz

then i was in skol. jasmine was the host of the game show. all teachers were there. then mrs francis saw that i was crying she gave me a piece of tissue. she then asked me wat happen...she said " i heard frm the other teachers that u jump down from the overhead bridge holding a knief and wanting to kill joleen cuz she read sum of ur private letters izit? " i was lyk wat??? u mean the gal told u all this crap? it was not lyk tt mrs francis! then i told her(crying) "mrs francis, its not lyk tt at all...i mean i will not want to kill sum1 hu read my private stuff. its stupid!!!" then mrs francis hug me and sae " poor gal...i noe u will not do it but i carn sae anything cuz i was not there...i noe you well n i noe u will never do it..." in front of all the other teachers, i continue to hug her and cry.

well its onli a dream...a funny dream...it will nv cum true.
take care and God bless

i find that i am such a loser...
carn even make a promise
carn even make sum1 trust me
carn even make sum1 lyk me

i find that i am such a loser...
now i feel so bad
feel so sad
feel that i am such a terrible fwen

i really hope sum1 will scold me
i now shes angry with me
she wants the fwenship to keep on going
thats y she is not saeing anything

i really hope she will sae sumthing
it will make me feel better
i m telling her now that i am sorry
and i hope she 4gives

take care and God bless

its mondae again...well to me all mondaes are considered dooms dae. y? cuz i have my stupid piano lessons. its not tt piano lessons r dumb or wat-so-eva but its juz tt my piano teacher is so arghhhhhhhh....too high an expectation. and i hate it when she teaches...scold scold scold... the best part of all is tt i haven do my homework...and its lyk so much lohz...memorising and stuff...thank God i am in sec 4 nx yr...i dun need to have piano lessons...thankxz to O levels.

well once again i dream...and this time its induction dae...o btw any1 noes if we got to go back 4 induction on the 31 or 30 or 29? okok back to the dream...then we sat in 2s if i am not rong, we have a funny teacher...but wat i can remb is that all of us were mixed up. my sec 1 fwens were there and 2s and 3s and 4s. i waz sitting w the track cap...(is her name qing king or qing ying) *confused* anyway, she wore a very nice nite gown sari...purple and blue and red...it goes w/f the lites. and i dream that we got an air-con class.soo cool ahz...then i 4got everything liaoz.

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guess that all me fwens are going overseas...no1 to tok to me online...haiz even them

got a new bag yesterdae...was a christmas gift frm me mum...thenn once again, i got this funny funny dream again...this time was me and mrs kong...wonder y??? not too sure wat was going on but m sure tt its me getting sum kinda scolding frm her cuz i not doing me teaching properly...hahaxz...i guess m starting to miss skol soo much already...been having skol teachers dreams lately...wonder wat me dream is telling me? that i will be a teacher in future? that i will be good fwens with the teachers in the future...or tt i will get scolding frm mrs kong soon??? *puzzeled* hope sum 1 sum where will tell me wats going on...m having these funny dreams...at least m not dreaming of ppl i dun lyk... i hope i dun dream abt them again...but if i do, sum1 tell me wats going on...hahaxz...i carn wait 4 skol to start...

take care and God bless

u noe wat...i have a kinda funny dream yesterdae...it involves teachers!!!
read on if u wana noe...

i do not noe how it started but i noe that there are many teachers involve in it...here are the characters
*Mrs Francis *Mr Leslie *Ms C Wong
*Ms Mak *Mrs Lim
*Ms Shirin *Ms Martens
*Ms Nora *Mrs Kong

here is how it goes...

it was a conference with the moe(i think) and all these teachers were involve. so happen i was there for a dinner and shopping w my family and fwens... suddently, at the hotel lobby, i saw sum1 with long long long hair...its non other then ms mak rite...hahaxz...then i saw that she was crying...wonder y? i was in the car then. at that time, i was a teacher in STC but m not involve in tis conference thingy. i told me dad to stop. i stand outside the lobby.watching the teachers.

many teachers gather round ms mak...comforting her...there where ms shirin, ms wong , ms nora, mrs lim and i think thats all. they were lyk so gentle with ms mak...hahaxz but the best part of all is, ms martens said sumthing lyk "ms mak, if u carn take such critising then u ought not to be a teacher." mrs francis was lyk not bothering...she was toking to sum HOD of the other skol. mr leslie was w her. haiz...then the teachers slowly go away frm ms mak cuz of wat ms martens sae.

then i went in...i went to tok to ms mak...then i relise that tings was bad...real bad...but in actual fact...as in real life, i dun noe wat happen. it was sumth lyk the whole dream was mute...then aft se tok to me abt 3 mins, the whole thing was sounded again. then she went to the ladies. i went to the car. my family then sae they want to go shop again...so i went w them. then ms mak called me...she ask me to go to the lobby...at that time i was kinda far...my dad too lazy to fetch me so i drove there myself. (btw i do not have a driving licence yet..hehexz)

so i went...and then fetch her home cuz me parents were sumwhere near her place...i saw kylie at the CC (its near ms maks place) then she sae she will drive..when she was abt to drive, we met mr and mrs francis. they wanted to tok to us abt sumth...i also duno wat...he sae meet at sum funny place...then we went but got lost i think...cuz in me dream we nv reach...then i woke up...wat a dream

first time i dream abt so many teachers in a time...hahaxz

take care and God bless

hihi...i nwork todae...my first ever job...hahaxz...fun u think??? ahammm...my foot...its not nice at all lohz...u earn so little and u do lyk shit...was not fun at all...never work till ur ready kz...

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well well well...it seems lyk my "sister" is not quite a sister anymre...wonder y...was it my fault of telling her to go 4 tt chinese thingy? i dun think so...or is it juz tt she is having her PMS...hmmm...duno if shld be angry w her or wat manz...

u noe wat? onli 2 people is online...2!!! at this time...onli 2??? sumthing muz be wrong manz...haven c her 4 along time...haahxz...i wonder if my sis is thankful of wat eva i did 4 her? not tt i want her to thank me lyk "o chermaine chermaine...i thank u so much...i treat u to restraunt..." obviously not lahz...but i juz wonder if she ever think of the things i done 4 her at her advantage and at me disadvantage...anyway...no one c me doing things 4 them and i always get the scolding in the end...is this called friends??? to thing abt it, y m i so stupid to actually go do sumth tt is in me disadvantage??? makes me wonder...

anywayz...there r so many things to wonder abt these daes...tmr going to tt place w ms mak...n without tt person...thot tt life wuld be better...or rather the "course" will be mre intresting w her arnd...but...HAIZ 4GET IT MANZ...I ALSO DUNO IF I AM ANGRY NOW OR WAT!!!

pissed....so dame pissed...arghhhhhhhhh

i will nv 4get my menners
take care and God bless

haiz...i change the skin todae but i think its kinda messy...collen i need ur help again...did a posb card todae...(y m i telling u this???) then now going to study my stupid piano...still dreaming...and so on...hahaxz...

my tag board is gone again...again...o no...wat the...nvm...i need help tts all...nuthing much lahz...will blog ltr

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I SAT IN HER CAR...OMG OMG OMG...sorri...hehexz...juz too xcited tts all...noe wat...yesterdae i went to suntec then got the disney sales...i saw the winnie the pooh pillow...so cute...the face onli...so cute...the best part of all is tt the material is the...i duno how to sae lahz...if u noe the pillow that is on sales in op shops???the $6.90 one?? yap tts the material...its so nice to hug...yap

my teacher sending jasmine and i to the moe chinese conversation wif other skols...i am going but jasmine nv agree to it yet...haiz...i hope m not the onli 1 lohz...hahaxz...

noe wat...mr les never sae anything to the coach thingy...wonder y...i thot he will scold me or sumth..hmmm....have trng yesterdae...did physical...now aching...then played soft ball with the trackers...and it is needless to sae hu won...of couse the netballers lahz...hahaxz...

tok again...
take care and God bless

i am bored bored bored bored bored....so got nuthing to do lohz...she also not online...
bought jasmine a turtle todae cuz of the nyaa thing...its so small n cute...everything cost $16 but when i meet her mum at tiong, her mum gave me $20 and ask me to keep the change...so pai sai...

jasmine at camp now...i so bored lohz...no 1 to tok to me...then tmr still got the netball thing...haiz

i carn believe this happened...i thot it was all a dream...even at night my dream is so unbelieveable...

yesterdae got send home by my nb coach...hahaxz...think tis is a joke? sorry its not...dame sad so i went to tiong to "wonder" arnd...thot tt if told my dad, he will do sumth...will tok nicely to me or sumth lyk tt...hahaxz...chermaine dream on manz...well he did the total opposite...he scoled me and stuff...and the her wanted mr les no. ( btw peepes he hated mr les since i duno wen...he tells me tt her can sack mr les off and mr les told me almost the same thing...see both of them ahz...nvm) so i thot tt he wanated to scoled mr les or sumth but then he said he wanted to tok to mrs kong...omg...i thot tt was the end of me...that tf is leaving and the husband will kana sack...but no manz...this i got to sae cuz m so proud of my dad...he told mrs kong tt i sholdn be send home and stuff...and then they scrreamed at each other...hahxz so funny but then 5 mins ltr my dad called mrs kong again...to apologist to her cuz he screamed at her...then mrs kong wana tok to me...she was so funny over the fone...her tone of toking is so funny... yap...

i got a bad feeling abt my coach now...m afraid tt she will be sacked...i mean...shes good @ her teaching but ayah...no 1 is perfect rite...

then my dream is equally as terrible...u may laugh or wateva but its really terrible...
i was at school when the japanese gals came to our skol...abt the whole skol of jap galz...then aft a while, (the dream so fast ahz) i was in jap...the whole of stc...then there was sumth lyk a amusment park...we were there but then in the night, there was sumth lyk a bomb in the park and i was in the car w tis little jap boy and his mum and sum other stc galz...then the whole city got fire...but the mum in the car was not scared...she continued driving abd listening to music...then she sae ayah nvm 1...its juz an earthquake...then i woke up...

anywayz..tts all 4 now...
take care and God bless