finally...the photos r out...yeah...tho its small n tiny but still can c her face lahz...nice...thankx catherine...

yoz...
yesterdaes DND was so wonderful...onli thing is tt i sit near mr les but theres a advantage to it also...mr les is such a dear...he ask mrs francis to sit on him lab and she did...hahaxz...wat a sight...the night started off w the eldds, choir and i thin dance...yah...they performed...together w the teachers...noe wat? she dance n mm too...mm is so pretty...so much prettier then her...but i will still lyk her hahaxz...then nus came...gave me a shock...she nv change since i duno when...

then we went to take pix...i took w...lets c...hmmmmmmmm...mrs kong, mrs francis, mr francis, ms martens, mr sng, and i think still got mre...i went w anne and majella...take n take n take...its so nice lohz...hmmmm...actually yang wei came wif us also but always go missing...then pop up behind us and give us a fright...(at least 4 me)

then at mid night...the 5mm gals (or is it 5j???) celebrate mr sng's birthdae...remb ahz...its on the 29 nov...so peeps hu lyk mr sng...hahaxz...nx 4get it kz...hint hint...then took group pix w mrs francis...mr leslie and i duno hu else cuz i remb onli...heexz

so many things happened...so wonderful...i hope nx year will still have sumth lyk tt again...but she will not be there lohz...
really...i think her dancing cannot pass...his dancing also...ayo...no wonder they r husband n wife..hahaxz...then ahz...i almost carn take the pix w her cuz mr les ask her to go dance...luckly majella stop him...but...now i ne...amongs the teachers there r teachers hu can dance real well...lyk miss martens...shes a real good dancer...really!!!

then...at arnd 1230 am, majella dad tok to mr leslie...then of couse she cum also...they drink beer...hahaxz..sumth funny happen...mr les got sore throat...majella's dad tell him to drink beer wif salt...so he call the beer and the salt...and noe wat?the beer came w no salt cuz the kitchen is close...then @ arnd 1 am, mr les say he dun wana drink anymre...then ask mrs francis to drink so she drink lohz...so good gal hahaxz...but mrs poh "scolded" mr les...telling him tt she carn drink cuz she driving...he said " ayah...her alcohor resistence is much higher then mine so nvm 1..." sumth lyk tt lahz...hahaxz

then @ 130 am...abt there majella's parents fetch me home...

i think i really look so fat in wat i wore...sumre i let my hair down...look even fatter...haiz...nx year how man???
o yah and i carn wait 4 my photoes to cum out...really carn wait...

soo peeps...tts all...
take care and God bless

m so bored...no links to go...haiz...was thinking tt i will have a digital cam 2 use during dnd...i mean use sum1's cam...but she is...i think not lending it to me anymre...i think cuz i asked her abt the dnd...if she wana go again...then i got the bubu..
haiz...i thot...she will lend it to me...was thinking of getting sum nice pix and vidio 4 her...hu noes she's not lending it to me...haiz...any 1 here can lend me a digital cam 4 1 nite?i mean u will get to c the nice photos too u noe...its an advantage noe...y wana waste tis opputunity?

nvm i think i will juz go without a cam tho i really really wan 1...its her last yr...it will nv happen again nx yr...she is leaving...tts y i wan the cam 2 have a few nice pretty shots...she will b dancing...wana take a few shots of her dancin...haiz...not fated...sobby

take care and God bless

hiz...i think its a long time since i last blog...hahaxz...
anywayz...fun things happened...

anne came to my house todae...(anne if u reading this...dun get angry ahz...) then she try on DRESSES for the DND...1st was the blue 1 then is the black 1 then is the light blue 1 then is the yellow 1...finally she took the yellow 1...anne look funny in dress but after looking at her 4 a long time...she look wonderful???

u noe wat...i kinda admire collen's bravery...u r so daring noe gal...i mean u dare toking to *******'* juz lyk a fwen...i carn...tts 4 sure...how i wish i have the kinda...i duno wat u call it but yar...u get it rite... i mean saw u in skol toking so...lyk u noe them 4 donkey years...n in sports camp too...saw u when u toking to **... was thinking tt u r really...i duno wat to sae but yar...hahahxz hope u all reading noe wat in the world i m toking abt...

tmr theres trng...then the nx dae trng again then in the nite got DND...i really carn wait...duno wat will happen tt nite but i am definitely looking 4ward to it...heard that ** is dancing...duno how true but...juz have to wait n c...still duno wat to wear...i think i look so fat in any clothes i wear...ayah...so fat...no wonder...

o...i will not be going to their place on the 27 dec...i will be out of town...(again) and...any kind souls will do me a favour???('_') i will tell u wat it is...but not now...hahaxz...it will be great...no regrets...

till i tok to u wonderful peeps again...
take care and God bless...

**i wana go tok to her but...haiz...shes online noe...

hiz...i juz have a tag board...yeah...but wat happen to it???help sum 1...if any1 now wat to do plz e mail me at chermaine_bear@hotmail.com...

do u noe tt they migh tbe migrating to the uk...sum1 told me tt...i hope they dun manz...on the 5th of dec...there will be a farewell and a xmas party...the netballers...

do u noe tt natasha's doggy is gonna be given away...she sound so sad over the phone...really hope she is okay...she is lyk so sad...wana cum into stc and she carn...her agg is too little...she wana appeal...but she will nt get in 1...how shld i help her now? i think i carn rite...

she is lyk so poor thing...hope when she appeal...she will get in...but u c...she juz wana cum into stc...she dun mind normal (a) she really dun mind...but her agg is able to get her into express...y shld she waste it rite..

now jolene also duno go wat skol...but i carn be bothered...jeremy go into the combi tt i dun believe at all...he get into the a/c, phy/chem, a/e maths...lyk 3d sub...he so the smart still go tis kinda stream...surprise...really surprise...anywayz...i going off now...

so u guys reading tis...
tack care and God bless

hahaxz...jolene got 203...u shld have seen carmen's face...she so happie...
yesterdae (K) call me...she juz game back frm her place...noe wat...she fetch her home in her new car...argh...(jealous) and they tok n eat and laugh and stuff...heard frm (K) that the netballers will be going over on the 27 dec...how i wish i can go...will nt b in town...but i pray that the dae will change or...that i wil cum back early...and can go over...

i noe i can...kylie sae...believe in urself...yap...

take care and God bless

yeah...th psle results are out...carmen got 208 and natasha got 209hahaxz...so close...so...natasha is gona appeal to the stc but do u think she will get in? as 4 carmen, she got the highest amongs her peers...so happie 4 them...good job peeps...as 4 me, it will be nx year...nx year is the year...the hard and tough year...

22 of nov...time passes so fast...i was toking on the phone last nite and juz broke down..i duno wats up w me?i feel weird toking to ppl...i am no mre myself...anyways....i think m juz gona slp mre...slp n slp n slp...so that i can grow n grow n grow...hahaxz...dun wori lahz....todae...the psle results will be out....3 of my fwens will be getting it...however, i onli can get 1 fwen to get into stc...and she so want to get in here...the other 2? well carmen lyk the skol but dun really wan...and jolene? i carn really be bothered abt her lahz...i noe if she really want to cum her dad will also not allow...btw we are enermies okay...i duno y...i carn get along w the whole family but i onli can get along w the guy...jeremy...dun u think wrongly....i dun lyk him as u think cuz he is so ugly...but nice inside...he is such a nerd....i carn take it...anyways...i will not want to have a guy so soon...i think its a waste of time.

so i juz wait...wait...and wait...4 the time to pass...so tt they will tell me their results...hahaxz...carmen is the best...i knew her since young...since a baby....she is such a dear to me...and natasha too...tho i onli kne her tis year 1 mth b4 her psle...hahaxzkz...n 4 jolene...i still care 4 her but nt that much cuz i think she is such a i duno wat...hahaxz i think m nt in the proper mind todae...anyways...thankz 4 reading...

take care and God bless

i did not expect to c you so soon again but theres a thing i so wana tell u or i will not be able to slp tonite...

haiz...juz headr frm kylie...she juz called me...she said that she will be going to her place tomro 4 pizzas...he owes kylie and sum ***** whom i hate big time...anyway...m nt sad...juz thinking that its...yap...its...i duno wat to sae...but i guess that u understand how i feel now...at this point of time...well, kylie will be enjoying herself and me? onli can dream...dream dream dream and onli continue dreaming...

kylie asked me...y did i not go help him that dae...i told her " well...he turst mre of ***** and that he do not need me...this kinda not so pop and smart kinda person...anyway***** is a prefered 1...i got nuthing to sae...its juz fated that i carn...not even a single time...get close to her...i can onli dream...and continue dreaming..." he...have favourates...and so happen is the person that i do not lyk...******** have been asked to do so many things...help out and stuff...i noe u muz be thinking...y do i so wana help? well...God made me this way...

so wat i can sae now is...kylie...u enjoy urself...i will juz wait 4 the photos. thats all i can do rite...

haiz...juz came back from tution...actually long ago lahz...i duno wat is rong w me family??? really noe...u c...
my granny is always not feeling well...4 i duno wat reason she a little bit pain she wana go c the doc and my dad is so strict w $ and grumbles wheneva my granny wana c the doc...

in my opinion, i think its the way old peeps behaves...they dun wana die yet...so they wana go c the doc...to comferm and to detect any thing rong w them...do u agree???

the other thing is...my mum always bring her anger and fustration home...i noe shes tired...she earns little but works alot and my dad is not having a stable job too...i understand that...but she always bring her "problems" home...as if i owe her a living...hahaxz...btw she juz sigh...

in my opinion ahz...i think she works hard lohz...and i think she worries too much also...its juz that i carn help onli...i do wana help her and share the burdent w her but i also got my load...wat do u think...suggestions are welcome...

thats all 4 todae lahz...c ya soon
tack care and God bless

sori ahz...i 4got tt i got no tag board and tt u all carn tag...haxz
todae...i did not really play netball cuz me hurt me knee...did not c her also...the song is so true...she gives me the strength...sounds so les rite...but i tell u its ture...wheneva i c her, i duno y, i juz feel lyk i can do many things...lyk got inspration...she also gives me hope...haiz...i duno y...but i sound so the...nvm...i dun wana sae anything!!!

was saeing...i was in skol waiting 4 my fwen but she call me later (arnd 1305) telling me that she...actually its nt...nvm she sae" can i dun cum " i knew...she did nt wana cum to skol again...its tiring i noe...but the thing is she told me in the last min...but its okay...relax...then i told her " then nvm...its fine w me...i will juz go home..." in a nice nice tone of couse...but deep dw in me, i feel so cheated...

this is how people feel when they r outa love frm their love 1 in life...be it bf or fwens or wat-so-eva...
the main thing i wana sae tis is cuz...i think many shld think about others feeling 1st b4 they sae or do anything...aft 1 is hurt, its hard 4 tt person to get back to her/ his original self...so peeps reading this...always put urself in other peeps shoe...

take care and God bless

i am juz wondering...
wat is love? the bible saes "love is patient, love is kind..."
but how many people actually go w the bible? lets not sae the bible onli...all the holy books in the world.
my main concern here is how many people take love and relationship seriously?
i noe of so many people breaking up w their boyfriends and they they will love another boy at the nx minute...
is this also love?
wat is relationship then? if ppl juz get into relationships cuz of peer pressure then it go against the true meaning of love and wat God plans.
kk i think i am going a little bit too far...hahaxz
anyway...ppl hu is reading this...tell me ur commence...i really wana noe...it will help me in lota stuff...thankz ppl.

take care and God bless

haiz...having a dame hard time trying to make tis blog rite...thankx to sarah (frm 1d) hu help me make it rite...but wheres my music???? nvm lahz...todae...kylie and i went to give them the prezzies...o...bought her a cup w her pix on it and him a nike shirt...juz relised tt he so the fat lohz...its already XL man size and her still cannot fit in...his tummy ahz...dame the big and...i duno wat to sae lahz...o wat was i going to sae? o ya...we played w BPSS todae...and the seniors...opps...its the b division lost to them 26:21...but the c division won them... 23:3...wat a diff...haxz...nuthing much todae lahz...juz nice dae...but a tired 1 too..cheers

haiz...i juz starting the blog thing todae...was juz wondering y in the world i will start it. anywayz, i was wondering y in the world i lyk her...y??? u c...kylie, anne and i plan to go out w her (its kylies idea) and then we thot of prezzie to give her and finally we giving her a * * * * and really hope is a nice gife. to think abt it, not the gift but how in the 1st place i ever lyk her...or took her as my role modle in my life? i mean, many peeps in our skol hate her lyk shit and i admire her lyk duno wat...i still dun get it...it seems to b lyk i lyk those peeps where no 1 lyks...m i made this way? to lyk ppl hu ppl dun lyk n when i do tt the mre lyked peeps will hate me?? recently in obs, i c the friendship of anne n i getting closer (thankz anne) and i also c the other fwens too...lyk sheena, sabrina, qing ying, sherlynn, ying li and many mre...but htere is always the case where peeps hate u and treat u lyk duno wat kinda shit...lyk ** **** ***** and many many many mre...i am juz wondering..ppl cum bk frm obs saeing tt its wonderful and stuff where me...i sae its sadderning and happie and stuff...ppl always mistaken me...so wat if u are in the best class? so wat u are mre pop w the peers? dun treat me differently kz...i am human too kz...this is the prob w ppl in the beta class...dun wori hilda, anne, jasmine...u all are the best and will remain the best in me...dun wori. (promise) i do hope tt ppl will change their mindsets of me n the other peeps hu aint as pop as them...we have our strong points too kz...so wat if we r "stupid" we can have as good opp as u in future...dun u dare look dw on us...

as for the prezzie thing 4 her, i still duno. wat i noe now is tt i am super tired...body achs everywhere and i dun feel lyk going 4 trng tomro but i will still go...o btw...kylie...u take care of urself and promise nv to hurt uself again...as 4 chermin, u better hold urself...and hilda, ur the best...jas...i got nuthing to sae to u cuz everything is on the fone...majella...i duno wat to sae but i think ur still the good 1...dun create probs ahz...n to those hu i miss out...dun wori...u r remembered.

take care and god bless